i realized now what i am afraid of. I thought before that i'm not afraid of anything, that i can handle myself, that even seeing cadavers, parts of the body chopped put in a bottle, or a snake wouldn't make me crumble. But unexpectedly, when readling an email i ended up shaking. nakakadiri yung picture dun sa mail sobra. maraming parasites (not the so called na parasites pag galit ka sa isang tao) mga tapeworms, rings worms and all that, tapos nasa brain part ng tao. though i know the picture seems fake, pero nakakadiri talaga. Then naalala ko yung zoology instructor sa pics, sabi niya tungkol sa mga parasites (in a mellow, frightening tone) "...yung mga tapeworm sa bagong katay na baboy sa palengke, hinuhugot-hugot lang yung tapeworms, tapos... tapos na... yung parasites wala na, andun pa, naglalay ng itlog. Then lulutuin na yung baboy. Patay na yung parasites. Hindi... pakuluan mo yung baboy, patay na yung parasites... hindi. kasi, yung mga parasites eh may protective covering for extreme temperatures." so it means na yung sa sinasabi sa email na freeze it to -4 degrees eh walang kwenta pa rin... hay