"Rain On Me"

Ashanti

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[VERSE 1:]

I'm lookin' in the mirror

At this woman down and out

She's internally dyin'

I know this was not what love's about

I don't wanna be this woman

The second time around

'Cause I'm wakin' up screamin', no longer believin'

That I'm gonna be around

[PRE-HOOK:]

And over and over I tried

Yet over and over you lied

over and over I cried, yeah

I don't know why

And over and over I tried

Yet over and over you lied

over and over I cried, yeah

I don't know why

[CHORUS:]

Rain on me

Lord, won't you take this pain from me

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe

Baby, just rain on me

Lord, won't you take this pain from me

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe, tell ya just

[VERSE 2:]

See, I don't want to hug my pillow late at night no more

I'm tossin' and turnin' and thinkin' 'bout burnin' down these walls

I-I don't wanna fuel this fire no more, no more, no more

See, I made up my mind 'cause I've wasted my time

Ain't nothin' here to keep me warm

[PRE-HOOK X2]

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE:]

I'm so tired of the rain

In my life

And I'm so tired of the strain

And now you're gonna lie

'Cause sometimes I can't sleep at night and

This here it just don't seem right and

Sometimes I just wonder why I

Almost let my life go by

'Cause sometimes I can't sleep at night and

This here it just don't seem right and

Sometimes I just wonder why I

Almost let my life go by

[CHORUS]

I just want to scream, to release this tension that's building up inside me. Ayoko na kasing tumahimik... ayoko na rin na magsawalang kibo. I want to defend myself, and my rights as a person. I may be sensitive for my own needs but I guess its better that way, than to end up being consumed by others who are overpowering me. I also know that I'm acting spontaneously by the situation, yet i can't refrain myself from doing so, somebody is testing my courage and ability.

From this very moment I'm going to stop and think for awhile on my actions for I wish to live with this quote.

"The shaft of the arrow had been feathered with one of the eagle's own plumes. We often give our enemies the means of our own destruction." - Aesop

I hope this person realize his/her own actions, and I also hope na sana maliwanagan siya at tigilan na ang kanyang mga ginagawang masama...

YOU CAN THROW EVERY ACCUSATION AGAINST ME, I DON'T CARE! SINO KA BA SA TINGIN MO? KUNG AKO SA IYO MAHIHIYA NA AKO SA SARILI KO!

"I find it strange why a SELECTED FEW could distort and influence the rules... The INJUSTICE!!! This is so DEPRESSING and ANNOYING!"

This should be instilled in everyone's minds...
"MEN ARE EQUAL, IT IS NOT BIRTH BUT VIRTUE THAT MAKES THE DIFFERENCE." - Voltaire

"If you don't want to be offended SHUT YOUR MOUTH"

hahaha... wla me magawa, di me alam kc kung cno-cno yung mga napili ng groupmates ko sa practicum... so ito waiting pa rin... for sunday's event di me rin alam kung pupunta me... kung may pupunta eh di sumama... basta yun na iyon. di na naman ako makapagtag khit sa sarili kong tagboard - cookies deactivated chuchu ang lumalabas, sawang sawa na nga ako sa kakaulit and refresh ng refresh ng page... ano ba kc ang cookies deactivated na iyan... Oi groupmates sa practicum, may nakahanap na ba kayong russian style ng chess playing??? anyways kung meron di me alam kung paano niyo sasabihin sa akin... by means of tag o text bahala na lng kayo...

dahil wla akong magawa at di me alam kung paano yung chuchu praacticum ito nagtrip na naman ako sa net.. iq test na nman... and think tawa ako ng tawa sa kinalabasan ng results... hindi naman sa pagmamayabang pero wala kc katotohanan itong kinalabasan. kita niyo yung title pa lng diba "Quick and Dirty Test"... d talaga kapanipaniwala...

Your IQ Is 120

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

when shall this country be satisfied in the government? everytime there would be someone elected in office someone or a few would always throw dirt to that official so as to distabilize the country, more so the economy. Why can't they shut their mouths and just help the president to improve the status of the philippines. bakit ba kasi sila ganyan. I don't mean to support the president nor side with these opposition thingy led by an incapable-moralist-accuser. i also wanted to know the truth regarding those 3 infamous cds and those other 3 being kept aside, before i would make a commentary whether or not the president is still capable of handling her position or did she stolen the presidency. oo nga umamin siya, yet that implies only one thing, but what about the big picture? bullshit talaga yung mga tao and politicians dito sa philippines. i hate it! buti kung sila-sila lang naaapektohan, pero hindi eh, lahat...

I've been pondering on these thoughts for almost months now, and i'm a bit curious to know the answer, so help me out. What does people get from going to the church? And if they got something from it, why can't they apply it in their everyday lives?

It's a bit strange since i'm a catholic, yet i really don't have the slightest idea. I was raised by devout catholics and studies in a catholic school, yet i think this commandment, a compulsary and mandatory declaration from God, craved in every stone tablets found in churches, that every christian should worship the sabbath day appears routinary to the extent that its true meaning was already hovered until it totally faded in this generation. another routinary thing that i feel i normally do was praying for divine providence. The prayers i should say are only memorized but the meaning completely lost.

I really don't know now. this is what i feel every time i cross a church. what is your meaning to me? I know this post would lead to sin, mortal perhaps, but i'm confused, so feed me with knowledge, so as to accept this routinary thing whole-heartedly and feel the presence that indeed God is here in this world and not a make believe by people of the olden times.

tungkol ito dun sa kwenento kong aso este tuta pala, yung kasama ko nung umuulan, kanina namatay na cia. hindi ko alam yung dahilan kung paano cia nagkasakit at bigla na lng hindi kumain. basta ang alam ko nung huli kong kita sa kanya nanduon cia sa labas, paguwi ko galing ng enrolment. hapon na ata nun, mga 6, cyemre kulang pa me sa tulog so diretso tulog na ko, hinayaan ko na yung aso sa labas, tutal nanduon naman yung kapatid ko.

Yun na kinabukasan pag gising ko ng hapon mga 3, hindi daw kumain yung aso, nagulat ako at sabi ng kapaitd ko pakakainin daw niya ito ng asukal baka kc nalason sa labas, sabi naman ng tito ko may trankaso daw yung aso. hanggang sa ikalawang araw na niyang ganun di pa rin cia kumakain - ang palaging irarason ng tito trinangkaso daw yung aso. may trinangkaso ba na hindi mainit? may trinangkaso ba na ayaw kumain kahit uminom man lang? tapos ang nakakaasar pa dito maririnig mo yung tatay mo mismo na sisigundahan yung sinabi ng magaling ko tiyo na di naman vet. at sasabihing na baka nga nung pinaliguan sa ulan. ilan beses ko ring itong narinig sa sarili ko mismong ama. ilang araw na ba ang nakalipas ng paliguan ko sia sa ulan? hindi lng naman cia yung pinaliguan ko, dalawang aso po iyon, bat hindi nagkasakit yung isang aso at namatay?

akala kc ng magaling kong ama na hindi ko alam na ako ang sinisisi nia kung bakit nagkasakit yung aso. kasalanan ko pa siguro ngayon. iyon yung nakakapeste dun eh, alaga nga cia tapos pag may nangyaring masama palagi na lang ako yung sisisihin. ako yung dahilan ng mga ganito-ganyan. nakakaasar lang. tapos nung tinanong ko yung nanay ko ang sabi niya may dala daw malaking buto yung aso pag-uwi nia nung isang araw. kinakain daw nia. eh nakita pala nilang may dalang buto yung aso eh bat di pa nila inalis, alam naman nilang bawal yun sa mga tuta. tapos sasabihin nilang kasalanan ko dahil pinaliguan ko sa ulan. anong sense nun naghuhugas kamay sila? naghahanap ng pagpapasahan ng sisi? bakit ako na lng yung palaging nasisisi? wala akong ginagawang masama, bat ako nlang palagi?

kung hindi lng kayo ang nagpapaaral sa akin matagal na siguro akong umalis sa bahay na ito.

Do I need to pay homage to the deities?

Do I need to follow and obey their every desire?

As far as I recall, I was born with such freedom,

And no one shall reclaim such birth right!

Thou art presumes thy prowess got a strong hold.

Yet why do thee crumble with no response!

Why do thee use oppression to tame the wild?

Could it be that thy fear becomes gruesome?

Open thy eyes, thee mystically blind,

For thee to see the reality, you've been denying.

I'm no slave for thee, and never will I be!

So put thy dreams to the seclusion!

Hell, I'd made the wrong choice,

Of keeping my true identity to hold.

Hence, thee manipulated me,

With every opportunity thy grasp.

Now I had enough, and my patience grew thinner.

I'd better stand and speak for my rights,

Rather than harnessing me as one of thy slaves,

Torn out of the freedom one should enjoy.

Huh, but who are you anyway?

Do you think you're one of those few who should be respected?

Who are you then to accuse me?

As far as I recall I had no debt to pay!

tag-ulan

kanina nung umulan para akong isang bata na bigla na lang lumabas ng bahay, at dali-dali kong hinila ung aso namin. kc ang sabi ko pag-umulan paliliguan ko cia. so un pinaliguan ko cia, pero di ko naman akalain na magpupumiglas yung aso at mababasa din ako ng ulan. kaya ayon nakiligo na rin ako sa ulan. ang sarap pala ng feeling, na bumalik sa pagkabata walang problema na iniisip. ang sarap sa pakiramdam na kahit papaano nakalimutan ko ung mga problema na naiisip ko...

sana tuwing umuulan ganito nalang palagi, dalhin ng langit ang lahat ng problema ko at sumabay na makiiyak sa mga iyon.