Sunday, December 19, 2004

Since, ayaw ko ng magpost regarding the christmas party... puntahan nyo na lng ung blog ni leah... nakakatamad kasi mag-recount ng events... pero kung tutuusin masaya... nagenjoy talaga me. Ang galing-galing talaga ng council ah... but anyway, I decided to write this poem na lang kasi i got a feeling na hindi ko maexplain para sa isang tao...


Stolen moments,

glimpses left untold,

a concealed smile

and a heart-full bliss

whilst thee there, don't notice

A heart-warming greetings,

a melting stare and

a groovy smile from thee

makes this heart palpitate fast

and this body trembles inevitably.

This emotion kept inside

are ought to be divulge...

to dispel the dither

long forth troubling me,

so it be... I love thee!

And ito pa isa...


My sanity long forth fighting

yet easily succumbed by thee.

Thou prowess like lighting

killing it piece by piece.

This dither thee thrust forth

causes commotion between

neither reality nor illusion win

thus a hell's thou birth!

But, Oh those mirthful words

they are passions caressing me

filling my empty world

with emotions long sought.

Thy stares thaw this edifice

and with our tête-à-tête

I realized, I needed thee

for this life revolves only to thee!

Friday, December 17, 2004


Since we will no longer meet for the coming weeks... I guess it's nice to just greet you all...

Happy Holidays!!!!

May The Lord God bless You all in this yuletide season!!!

And since it's Christmas, my wishlist for santa are as follows...

1. For my dad: let him be appreciative and sensitive to others' needs.

2. For my mom: let her be well from the ailment she's experiencing.

3. For my brother: let him be nice to all.

4. For my younger brother: let him be more obedient.

5. For my friends: please protect them always.

6. For my relatives: may they realize the things that they ought to realize.

7. For the people of the world: world peace and prosperity for the comming years...

and for me...

My Peace of mind... let this dither vanish from me... to be fully happy...

you're more like the season..

Season = Spring
You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)

?? Which Season Are You ??
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Sunday, December 12, 2004

i love you... my dear friend

author: unknown

A friend is someone who cares about you. The one that you can count on in times of troubles, pains, and sufferings that occur in your life. The one that you can trust with all the secrets of your life. A friend is someone who always finds time to listen to all the stories you tell and the one that is always concerned in everything that you do. These traits I found in you, that's why I really trusted you, and for all of these, I know nothing to repay you but to simply be your friend. And we share the laughter for years admitting to each other that we enjoy being with one another.

But lately little changes are slowly taking place, I just woke up one morning that my feelings for you have changed. To describe it I don't know of a way, its just that I have this weird feeling that I always want to see your cute face, to hear your sweet voice, and feel your gentle touch. And when it's already my chance to see you, my knees began trembling, my heart pounding faster than ever, my mind began to mix up. "What shall I do? Will I put face powder on my face? What? What now?" Asking myself as if I was crazy. Then you suddenly appear right in front of me smiling. "Oh my! What shall I say?" I said to myself. And nevertheless I was speechless. No words to say, no stories to tell, nothing. But I managed to keep my feelings hidden.I wanted that moment to last forever but unfortunately, the day is about to end, and nothing can we do about it, so we just bid goodbye to each other, and hope to see one another sooner.

That night, I was wondering under the dim moonlight. Dreaming about you and I, walking hands in hands, talking sweetly about sweet nothing… "Oh My!" I said to myself. "What's this happening to me as if I was bewitched by somebody? Is this love? What can I do about it?" That night I slept with a smile in my lips.

On the next day, I see you wearing a blue cold face. I asked, "What's Wrong?" while cheering you with all my might, but inside I too was dying. You told me it's because of a girl you like most but despite the things you have done for her, she just can't learn how to love you. My tears started to stream down my cheeks. You thought I understand you and that's what causes me to cry. "No, you don't understand," I wanted this to tell you, "I was crying because like you, I really felt something special for someone and that's you, but whatever I do, you just can't feel that I love you too! And now you're telling me you're in love with somebody! What about me? What about my feelings for you?" These words I don't have the guts to tell, so I just chose to be quiet and it's all a secret for me to keep.

I spent that night crying endlessly. I can feel that boundless woe blanketing my lonely soul. "What shall I do now? Will I let you know about my feelings for you?" These question rolled out of my mind. But after that, I remembered that I valued our friendship too much that I can't stand to loose it just because of this stupid feeling they called LOVE.

That was my first decision, but I realized that I couldn't be your friend without thinking about my feelings for you. "What will happen to me now? Now that I can't hide my feelings anymore? … … Now I know what to do…" I sadly whispered to myself. I know it will take a long time for me to do this but I know it's a must. Many hours passed and I spent it all by crying, for I promised to myself that, that will be the last time that I will cry just because of you. However I was wrong in this.

The next day I met you, I know I have practiced every word that I shall tell you. But I just stop myself from crying the moment I saw you drawing near. But I wipe it all dry for I have a very important message for you. But before I have the chance to tell you these words, you greeted me with a cheerful smile and a warm "Hi!" Ignoring this I told you, "Farewell,". You asked me "Why?" Once again my tears began to fall because of the deep pain that I'm hiding inside but I know I must continue. "Farewell my friend. For I am not worthy to be your friend. For a long time, I have betrayed our friendship." I said. "Betrayed? I can't remember any time that you betrayed our friendship!" You said. But in your face I can see that you're so confused. I must finish I know for `this is the only way to forget your love," this is my heart instructing me for it too was hurt. I took a deep breath and said, "No, you don't understand. I have betrayed it. I have promised that we will be friends forever but suddenly I felt that you already had a special place in my heart. I'm sorry. And now I'm leaving with all our happy and sad memories. But before I go, I want you to know that I LOVE YOU … MY DEAR FRIEND." After this, I run with all my might even though I heard you shout, "Wait!" I can't stand any single moment that I can hear your sweet and gentle voice because underneath that is the fact that you could never be mine… …`

Thursday, December 9, 2004


I guess this is the place where I can express my sentiment so bear with me...
This skin is Nice...
But the hell it goes...
It doesn't generate my new tag-board codes, thus the old one still...
It doesn't generate my cross browser marquee... grr... my pictures...
This is nice but I can't take these flaws anymore...
i wish to keep this, but i needed to change it again... maybe a week or two...

Wednesday, December 8, 2004

falling in love with your ka-tropa

Author: Unknown

Siguro isa ka sa nakarelate sa subject ko, kaya pagtiyayagaan mong basahin itong article na ito... hay, bakit nga kaya the usual scenario of being in love ay "falling for your katropa!"

Sabi nila never fall in love with your katropa. Bakit never? Paano kung habit mo na yun or talagang nagkataon na dahil lagi kayong magkasama - you ended loving him/her?

Di ba pag na in love ka naman uncontrollable naman iyun? Pero bakit halos lahat ng tao against sa idea na yun? Kasi most of the time kapag isa sa magkatropa naglakas ng loob na umamin one way or the other isa sa kanila maiilang or isa sa kanila maduduwag na umamin because of the fear of losing the frendship... pero hindi niyo ba naisip na hanggang hindi kayo mag-lakas ng loob na aminin sa sarili niyo at sa
katropa niyo na mahal niyo siya hindi niyo malalaman kung mahal ka rin pala niya or
kung natatanga ka nalang talaga?

Minsan dapat sinasaalangalang din natin ung feelings natin. Hindi naman porket may maapektuhan dapat i-set aside mo na rin ung feelings mo. Dapat
matuto ka rin panindigan yang nararamdaman mo... kung mahal mo yung tao(katropa mo)
sabihin mo sa kanya... malay natin nagiintayan lang pala kayo, most of the time the best pals end up as the best of lovers...

Pero minsan may sitwasyon na tipong,alam niyong mahal niyo na isa't-isa... kulang
nalang sabihin niyo sa isa't isa pero hindi pa rin talaga kayo,naisip ko lang baka masaya na kasi kayong dalawa sa sitwasyon niyo kaya kuntento na kayong ganyan. Pero wat if isa sa inyo hindi happy, one of you were just pretending to be contented
sooner or later masisira din yung frendship right?

Isa lang masasabi ko, take this advice... if you feel that it's really gonna be you and him/her fight for it. Tell her don't and never wait for the time WHEN ITS TOO LATE TO FIGHT FOR THE FEELING kasi wala na siya... ang tao napapagod rin paano pa
kaya ang puso? Kahit gaano ka pa kamahal ng bestfriend mo kapag nawalan ng pag-asa
yan, mawawala rin siya...magisip ka, bago pa mahuli ang lahat...

"mahal kita,pero kung hanggang dito nalang talaga at hindi mo ko kayang ipaglaban tatanggapin ko... pero kung mahal mo rin ako, magsalita ka at pagusapan natin ito.."

Tuesday, December 7, 2004

Oh, i'm getting annoyed with this blog... i'd had a full make over of you, yet there seems to be a problem... oh darn... now what? where's my marquee... with rob's pic, why can't you move... darn... haven't the skin creator allowed a pinch of it..