over at last!!!

Today my first ever practicum is over, truly over. No more extentions, no more additional hours, and no more early morning rise just to satisfy one of the criteria posted for this practicum. Oh well, I'm gonna miss the experience - the hours of laughing and talking nonsense issues before being asked to do the necessary paper works needed for HR. I'm going to miss Ms. Malou and her soothing voice of calling your name "jaycee...jaycee..." or "mira...mira..." And even those other employees in the HR calling you in different kinds of names like "cj...jc bonin...jay...archie." Oh well there are still plenty of it.

I'm going to miss the fact that I had gained two new friends that i will never meet again unless given a chance. I'm also going to miss the fact that for 3 weeks time i became an "ambassador of death", with a manong who holds my karet..."manong manny ang karet!!!", and being the forerunner of a certain organization acting as president...lolz... Anyways this is how we waste our time when we are not interviewing cocky, dumb or articulate applicants.

What consumes me... tonight!!

What can i say? I feel lost and confused... been trying my best to pull through, yet still stumbling at an inch... oh well enough of this... hindi pa kasi me makatulog. I'm an insomiac na nga eh, mga 2 hanggang 4 na oras na lng me naka2tulog pag may-ojt. Tapos kailangan kong pumasok ng 8 ng umaga para mabawasan kami ng isang araw man lng, kasi exactly 6 kami pinauuwi. And last friday... ung lng ata ang OT namin 7, dahil kailangan naming magreproduce ng 15 copies ng training/orientation module ng company iyon... bullshit talaga, hapon na nga cia pumasok... *pero sana hindi na lng cia pumasok dahil naka-leave nman cia - (ung isang boss namin dun... ung bossy pa sa supervisor namin ni jen)* makapal na nga yun tapos bawat labas niya ng HR eh may kasama na namang makapal na ipapaphotocopy... ung taga-AB nga nakasama ko nun eh nagrereact na kc nga 5:30 na ng hapon... anyways... un ung practical things na ginagawa namin... first thing in the morning either mag-rereproduce kami ng confidential documents ng HR tulad ng performance appraisal, o tatawag kami ng applicants for interview or for testing. after nun mag-aarange kami ng files ng mga active files... para sa benefits and records nung nag-resign... and we also interview... un lng basically yung mga ginagawa namin...

Anyways ayaw ko ng ikwento yung mga misadventures ko sa building nila... tulad ng sa basement and sa third floor... whaaa... kaloka...

"Wala ka bang kamay!!!" darn... sabihan ba ako ng ganito sino ba naman kc ang maka2katok sa pinto na may mahigit ilang meters ang layo sa rehas na bakal na nakapadlock...

after two weeks... ngayon lng me nakapagblog ulit... peste kc ung net connection eh... anyways i'd been enjoying my practicum, wala lng ang saya-saya kc namin dun.. 3 kami and may sariling office... whao la.. db sosy. kaso kulang lng yung sa requirements namin na pinapagawa...

Oi may malaki me na question. ano yung difference ng mag-blog ka dito sa blogger nd dun sa friendster? un lng for the moment... c u all again nxt sem...

The pope had past away... and i'm sad he did leave us... but it's God will, so let it be... please pray for his soul...

Oh, i forgot about blogging the grad of my bro from UST faculty of eng... apparently, kung dun din tayo, expect something not nice to happen, especially with regards to the entrance to the building...

first, we had mistaken the entrance that bears the PICC as the entrance to the graduation... so my father asked kung dun nga, luckily di pa kami bumaba sa sasakyan, so sabi ng guard dun pa sa kabila... yung saksakan ng lapit sa entrance ng star city.

second, pag-panghapon, don't expect to come as what was indicated... punta na lang ng mga 5 to 10 mins past, kasi di papapasukin yung sasakyan unless nakalabas na yung unang gumamit.
third, be sure na pagpupunta ka, dun and magstay sa entrance, yung parang bridge dun, dun ka sa pinakaharap kasi yung binubuksan lang nilang door eh isa... ihalintulad na lang sa entrance papuntang variety show...
fourth, magtago ka na ng something edible sa pocket dahil di allowed yung water or food inside...
fifth, boring talaga... so better have an alternative thing
sixth, sobrang lamig
seventh, dun na sa mismong babaan ng mga grad... nagkaroon ng clogging... as in... kasi yung usherette dun eh walang kwenta... speaking galing un ng eng... so sa sci naman siguro ay different...
ay guess yun lang... so next year peeps be prepared...

Who want a gmail?

ei peeps i got loads of invites from gmail... 47 perhaps, if you wish to have an account just tag your email add...

I really don't know what i'm going to feel... news lately reports that the pope's condition is getting worse, and now according to this site http://news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&u=/ap/pope he's continuously losing his consciousness. What shall happen then if one day news would tell the worst - that the pope passed away... oh, God please, let him live a little more, not now... please, but if it would be your will then so be it...

Let us pray for Pope John Paul II...

Tapos na ang mga requirements... tapos na lahat ng pahirap... next sem... 4th year na ko!!! pero di ko alam kung regular pa rin ako tulad nang mga nakaraan... sana... ipinananalangin ko iyon. ayaw ko kasing pagalitan ng mga magulang ko, at sabihing sayang lang yung perang ginagastos nila, tapos iuuwi ko lang ay bagsak. kanina nga tinawag ako ng mama ko habang may inaayos siya na mga dokumento... tapos ipinakita niya sa akin ung isang folder... tyempong nakaupo ung papa ko dun sa silya, pagtingin ko yung transcipt ng papa ko na halos walang binagsak... puro 1 - 1.5. pangitain ba ito, o may iba pang ibig sabihin... hindi ko alam... basta ang alam ko sana wala akong ibagsak dun sa mga subjects ko, kahit ung ibang requirements madalian ko lang ginawa...

ngayong bakasyon na... hindi pa rin pala ako pwedeng mamahinga... wala pa akong pagpapracticuman yung BSP kasi na inaasahan kong itetext ako di pa rin nagtetext... oi kung sino namang meron na tulunguan nyo kami ni nalipay...

Did you know?

1. Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?



2. Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most succeptible?



3. Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?



4. Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you, I'm sorry and Help me. The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.



5. Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?



6. Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?



7. Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?



8. Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?



9. Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?



10. Did you know that those who need more of you are those that did not mention it to you?



11. Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?



12. Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?



13. Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes will be granted?



14. Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.



15. But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself , if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned of,and you know that you can help,you'll see that it will be returned in two folds.




16. DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU COULD ALWAYS COUNT ON ME???... AT THE MOMENT, TIME AND PLACE THAT YOU NEED ME, CALL ME, I WILL BE THERE WITH YOU !!!

Love Letter

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....

However, the girl's father does not like him and wanted them stop their relationship...... and so the boy wrote this letter to the girl.. he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

1----"The great love that I have for you

2---- is gone, and I find my dislike for you

3---- grows every day. When I see you,

4---- I do not even like your face;

5---- the one thing that I want to do is to

6---- look at other girls. I never wanted to

7---- marry you. Our last conversation

8---- was very boring and has not

9---- made me look forward to seeing you again.

10--- You think only of yourself.

11--- If we were married, I know that I would find

12--- life very difficult, and I would have no

13--- pleasure in living with you. I have a heart

14--- to give, but it is not something that

15--- I want to give to you. No one is more

16--- foolish and selfish than you, and you are not

17--- able to care for me and help me.

18--- I sincerely want you to understand that

19--- I speak the truth. You will do me a favor

20---if you think this is the end. Do not try

21--- to answer this. Your letters are full of

22--- things that do not interest me. You have no

23--- true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,

24--- I do not care for you. Please do not think that

25--- I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers)

wala lang...

Three years already passed...

yet your memories stayed forever in my heart.

I can't help it... I really can't!

Been trying persuade myself

to stop such frantic action,

but my heart just won't let it be.

I've been trying to contact you,

somehow hoping to hear your voice,

those mellow tunes that tames me...

but you're nowhere to be found.

Oh, how i miss those days...

Before we had parted ways...

If only time could be turned

from where it emanated... I shall then be happy

***

case study, case conference, training program, and hell week...matapos lang ito... makakahinga na ako ng maluwag... at makakatulog na ko ng mahimbing!!!!

Things You'd Love to Say at Work, but Can't

1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit.

2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce.

3. How about never? Is never good for you?

4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public.

5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way.

6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter.

7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message...

8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant.

9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying.

10. Ahhh... I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again...

11. I like you. You remind me of when I was young and stupid.

12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers.

13. I have plenty of talent and vision. I just don't give a damn.

14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth.

15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.

16. Thank you. We're all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view.

17. The fact that no one understands you doesn't mean you're an artist.

18. Any connection between your reality and mine is purely coincidental.

19. What am I? Flypaper for freaks!?

20. I'm not being rude. You're just insignificant.

21. It's a thankless job, but I've got a lot of Karma to burn off.

22. Yes, I am an agent of Satan, but my duties are largely ceremonial.

23. And your crybaby whiny-butt opinion would be...?

24. I started out with nothing & still have most of it left.

25. If I throw a stick, will you leave?

26. Errors have been made. Others will be blamed.

27. Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed.

28. I'm trying to imagine you with a personality.

29. A cubicle is just a padded cell without a door.
30. Can I trade this job for what's behind door #1?

31. Too many freaks, not enough circuses.

32. Nice perfume. Must you marinate in it?

33. How do I set a laser printer to stun?

34. I thought I wanted a career, turns out I just wanted paychecks.

I just still don't know what to post... march na nga and still i'm having a difficult time to finish all the requirements...

1. Abnormal case study
2. Thesis
3. Psychological report
4. Training Program
5. role play for psychotherapy

Bakit ba kasi nagsabay-sabay eh... grr... talaga...

Siguro naman kaya kong tapusin yung mga requirements na ito noh... ayaw kong mapadlock kasama ng mga bipolar dun sa institution...