If you were given an option to choose, what would you choose? To stay or go and conform with the culture's pressure? Would you wish to be dictated by someone to follow the traditional norms imposed? Or would you like to be independent from it - seldom conforming; for you have set different standards for yourself?

Honestly, it's just so irritating to conform to the norms, and I guess it will always be. They may brand you with different name-callings or labels to justify the fact that you're no good. But who the hell cares, right? If they think that it's right, well then I will contend that "every one's decisions and opinions are unique, and that every one is entitled and responsible for what decisions or opinions are they going to make.

NO ONE IS SUPERIOR THAN THE REST CONSTITUTIONALLY. AND NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO DICTATE TO YOU ON WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO DO."

To conform with social pressures is a suicide. To conform with their acts and ideas renders one to become a part of it, though he or she doesn't like what he or she is doing.

I had written this because I personally experienced it. What happened was these people wanted me to conform, yet I decline with their request, and never did attempted to do anything about it. I made my decision, and I stick with it. I had not paid my fare just for me to be asked to push a wrecked car in the middle of the highway. And it's not the right also to reprimand other people who had done nothing wrong to you. Its just so happpen that these "co-passengers" of mine deliberately crossed the boundaries; making snide remarks and all.

Who the hell is she to tell me on what I am going to do? Is she the one feeding me? Is she the one paying all my expenses, giving me the basic necesseties that I needed?

No, right?

So how come does she expects me to conform with them? How filthy is she to say those words to me? And was she right on all things, and that those who defied to conform are always wrong?

If you were in my situation and you were asked by someone to conform with what they dictate would you conform or you decline just as what I did?

friendster got a new look... somewhat based on CSS... kindda similar with myspace, yet still if you wish to edit it applying all sorts of codes you know, you'll be dismayed because it's still got a character limit... annoying... additional 1000 characters is not enough for a cross browser marquee with almost over 3000 characters without the text you will add...

anyways what is CSS anyway and is friendster giving the users freedom to change their own profile page... kindda sounds intriguing... but i wish i can do that...

I've been thinking of the finest lines,

to write and spare to you.

But my mind doesn't seem to bulge,

and it fails me everytime I tried.

I've been wondering where you are right now.

Pondering whether you're also thinking of me.

Questioning heaven why on earth can't it be us;

why on earth do you have to leave?

Now here I am still expecting a word,

wishing that your heart will heed my call.

Wishing that someday you'll learn to realize,

how my heart grieves since you've left.

Now another chapter had been opened,

I'm still hoping to be a part of the main characters,

that will play in your life,

that would cry and laugh with you in your sojourn.

Ever wondered how it feels like reaching your anger threshold... nagtitimpi ka na, pero talagang ipinaabot pa sa kasukdusukdulan. Well ako oo... and this happened a few hours ago, sa palarong agham. It would be okay na sana eh... that i've seen those people who i wish to see, pero nung nagsimula na yung cheer dance... ayan na... those few apathetic people clamoring in-front. okay lng sana if they sit down, or kneel, pero hindi eh. at ang peste sinaway mo na... inirapan ka pa... pinauupo mo na lalo pang ibinabalandra yung likod nilang malalapad... tpos may isa pang fat ass na humarang at umindaindayog dun mismo sa spot kung saan yun na lng yung nakikita mo... grr... tlaga... sirang-sira yung araw ko... yun pala yun... every good thing that happens to you, one way or another you will have to face the opposite of it..

hay... practicum... progress report... thesis... craming na talaga ko hay... need time to break out... break out... BREAK OUT!!!! Pagod na ang utak ko sa kakaisip... 4evah na lng na ganito... tapos ito pa yung play sa rizal, play sa soc. psy... blah...blah...blah... good thing meron sa net na mga ganitong humorous article... share ko sa inyo...

PAG MURA ANG SONGHITS NA NABILI MO....

I decided long ago, never to walk in edu manzano...

(I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadow)

Cry by Mandy Moore - A walk to remember... it was late afternoon!

(I'll always remember, it was late afternoon)

All My Life by K-ci and Jojo - supposed to be you're like my mother,supposed to be you're like my sister

(close to me you're like my mother... close to me you're like my sister)

Where's the Love - People killing, people flying, children hurt an living, crying...

(People killing, people dying; children hurt and you hear them
crying)

Leaving on a jet plane - so kiss me and SMAFFLE me...

(so kiss me and smile for me...)

Usher & Alicia's My Boo - It started when we were younger you were NINE...

(It started when we were younger you were mine)

Eto pa: ...and you were my BEYBLADE... it started when were younger you were FINE...
hehehe....

(eto isa sa mga naging favorites, hehehe...)

If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys - "some people want TAMBOURINES.." (diamond rings)

Britney's Baby One More Time - My ONLY NEST
is killing me... and I........
(My loneliness....)

Thumbthumping (Chumbawumba) - I get knocked
down by an elephant, my mommas's gonna bring
me down...
(I get knocked down, but I get up
again...)

Crush by Jennifer Paige - "i-splash, a little crush.."

("it's just.. a little crush..")

Red Hot's Californication - "Viva Californication...."

(Dream of Californication...) - pramis! guilty ako
dito
>teta<

No scrubs, TLC - "A scrub is a guy who thinks he's fine but is also known as a BUS STOP" (buster)

Waterfalls by TLC: Don't go JASON waterfalls...
(Chasin')

John Mayer - You're ALICE IN WONDERLAND...
You're ALICE IN WONDERLAND I'll use my hands

(Body is a wonderland)

Baa Baa Black Sheep: "Baa baa black sheep,
heavy on the road..."

With A Smile by Eraserheads: "lift ur HAND.. baby dont be scared.. of the things that could go wrong along the way.. (HEAD!!!)

Wag Na Wag Mong Sasabihin by Kitchie Nadal: maaaaaaaaaag... , magdamag mong sasabihin........

On Bended Knees by Boyz II Men: Oh God give me the reason, I'M DOWN... ABANDON ME...
(I'm down on bended knee)

Soul of Christ... sat beside me... (sanctify me! )

ETO ANG "THE BEST!"

Nothing's gonna change my love for you... you know NAMAN MY LOVE how much I love you...

tapos na ang prelims... pero hindi naman ako pwedeng magsaya dahil alam ko hindi ko napagbutihan ang pagsagot sa mga tanong... hay... anyways cnu ba namang matinong tao ang gagawa ng test na 5 points each ang isang drawing, 30 items na galing sa isang papel na binalewala lng, essay na hindi makita sa liit ng font as compared sa iba, and essay questions na ng galing sa preface ng libro...

cyempre every body wish na hindi bumagsak... and so do i... goodluk na lng...

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few hours to go... yeah... yet i'm still in the middle of immaturity and maturity. for those people... uhm... u-know-hu-u-r....

Thank You!!!

I gladly appreciate it... i guess this is the only way i could repay u all...

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kanina nagfriendster ako, as usual user search muna... using my brothers account... tpos nashock ako kc yung usual na hinahanap ko nawala... akala ko dinelete na yung account... so yun madali ako na chineck yung account ko tapos nakita ko cia... nagbago ng name... hay... wla lng...

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can anyone tell me were i could get an ebook of meg cabot??? yun lng... hay

I thought I could move on already,

yet your memory still haunts me.

Still it makes me shiver

and weep beyond my control

I never thought that still you could affect me.

With just a simple reply,

everything about me crumbles into pieces.

I feel restless...

Could anyone tell me where I could get more pictures of him over the net? Wala lang, I find him attractive kasi... un lang.

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, the second to the last of the widely acclaimed book of J. K. Rowling. This depicts the sixth year of Harry as a student in Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. The story as I will assume is just the same as before, there are twist in the end, and a continuation of the prophecy long foretold. So, its the end for now. I hate to include spoilers so just read it if you have time.

I never thought that raging current could still drag you though you'd placed yourself in a safer ground. I also realized that keeping quiet could harm others, and that silence can be deafening. My sincerity is still in question for a few, and I know that, yet as I would reiterate I would never react spontaneously.

It's hard to pretend that you are not affected, yet you know that it piercing, that you're feeling fragmented deep inside a shell, and weeping behind the facade. My own silence had accorded my own misery and pain that I need to endure.

I'm Sorry.

Acceptance is still in question, and an on-going process. But from now, I'm still going to stay behind, quiet yet grieving and mourning.

"Rain On Me"

Ashanti

Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...

Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...

Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...

[VERSE 1:]

I'm lookin' in the mirror

At this woman down and out

She's internally dyin'

I know this was not what love's about

I don't wanna be this woman

The second time around

'Cause I'm wakin' up screamin', no longer believin'

That I'm gonna be around

[PRE-HOOK:]

And over and over I tried

Yet over and over you lied

over and over I cried, yeah

I don't know why

And over and over I tried

Yet over and over you lied

over and over I cried, yeah

I don't know why

[CHORUS:]

Rain on me

Lord, won't you take this pain from me

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe

Baby, just rain on me

Lord, won't you take this pain from me

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe, tell ya just

[VERSE 2:]

See, I don't want to hug my pillow late at night no more

I'm tossin' and turnin' and thinkin' 'bout burnin' down these walls

I-I don't wanna fuel this fire no more, no more, no more

See, I made up my mind 'cause I've wasted my time

Ain't nothin' here to keep me warm

[PRE-HOOK X2]

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE:]

I'm so tired of the rain

In my life

And I'm so tired of the strain

And now you're gonna lie

'Cause sometimes I can't sleep at night and

This here it just don't seem right and

Sometimes I just wonder why I

Almost let my life go by

'Cause sometimes I can't sleep at night and

This here it just don't seem right and

Sometimes I just wonder why I

Almost let my life go by

[CHORUS]

I just want to scream, to release this tension that's building up inside me. Ayoko na kasing tumahimik... ayoko na rin na magsawalang kibo. I want to defend myself, and my rights as a person. I may be sensitive for my own needs but I guess its better that way, than to end up being consumed by others who are overpowering me. I also know that I'm acting spontaneously by the situation, yet i can't refrain myself from doing so, somebody is testing my courage and ability.

From this very moment I'm going to stop and think for awhile on my actions for I wish to live with this quote.

"The shaft of the arrow had been feathered with one of the eagle's own plumes. We often give our enemies the means of our own destruction." - Aesop

I hope this person realize his/her own actions, and I also hope na sana maliwanagan siya at tigilan na ang kanyang mga ginagawang masama...