when shall this country be satisfied in the government? everytime there would be someone elected in office someone or a few would always throw dirt to that official so as to distabilize the country, more so the economy. Why can't they shut their mouths and just help the president to improve the status of the philippines. bakit ba kasi sila ganyan. I don't mean to support the president nor side with these opposition thingy led by an incapable-moralist-accuser. i also wanted to know the truth regarding those 3 infamous cds and those other 3 being kept aside, before i would make a commentary whether or not the president is still capable of handling her position or did she stolen the presidency. oo nga umamin siya, yet that implies only one thing, but what about the big picture? bullshit talaga yung mga tao and politicians dito sa philippines. i hate it! buti kung sila-sila lang naaapektohan, pero hindi eh, lahat...

I've been pondering on these thoughts for almost months now, and i'm a bit curious to know the answer, so help me out. What does people get from going to the church? And if they got something from it, why can't they apply it in their everyday lives?

It's a bit strange since i'm a catholic, yet i really don't have the slightest idea. I was raised by devout catholics and studies in a catholic school, yet i think this commandment, a compulsary and mandatory declaration from God, craved in every stone tablets found in churches, that every christian should worship the sabbath day appears routinary to the extent that its true meaning was already hovered until it totally faded in this generation. another routinary thing that i feel i normally do was praying for divine providence. The prayers i should say are only memorized but the meaning completely lost.

I really don't know now. this is what i feel every time i cross a church. what is your meaning to me? I know this post would lead to sin, mortal perhaps, but i'm confused, so feed me with knowledge, so as to accept this routinary thing whole-heartedly and feel the presence that indeed God is here in this world and not a make believe by people of the olden times.

tungkol ito dun sa kwenento kong aso este tuta pala, yung kasama ko nung umuulan, kanina namatay na cia. hindi ko alam yung dahilan kung paano cia nagkasakit at bigla na lng hindi kumain. basta ang alam ko nung huli kong kita sa kanya nanduon cia sa labas, paguwi ko galing ng enrolment. hapon na ata nun, mga 6, cyemre kulang pa me sa tulog so diretso tulog na ko, hinayaan ko na yung aso sa labas, tutal nanduon naman yung kapatid ko.

Yun na kinabukasan pag gising ko ng hapon mga 3, hindi daw kumain yung aso, nagulat ako at sabi ng kapaitd ko pakakainin daw niya ito ng asukal baka kc nalason sa labas, sabi naman ng tito ko may trankaso daw yung aso. hanggang sa ikalawang araw na niyang ganun di pa rin cia kumakain - ang palaging irarason ng tito trinangkaso daw yung aso. may trinangkaso ba na hindi mainit? may trinangkaso ba na ayaw kumain kahit uminom man lang? tapos ang nakakaasar pa dito maririnig mo yung tatay mo mismo na sisigundahan yung sinabi ng magaling ko tiyo na di naman vet. at sasabihing na baka nga nung pinaliguan sa ulan. ilan beses ko ring itong narinig sa sarili ko mismong ama. ilang araw na ba ang nakalipas ng paliguan ko sia sa ulan? hindi lng naman cia yung pinaliguan ko, dalawang aso po iyon, bat hindi nagkasakit yung isang aso at namatay?

akala kc ng magaling kong ama na hindi ko alam na ako ang sinisisi nia kung bakit nagkasakit yung aso. kasalanan ko pa siguro ngayon. iyon yung nakakapeste dun eh, alaga nga cia tapos pag may nangyaring masama palagi na lang ako yung sisisihin. ako yung dahilan ng mga ganito-ganyan. nakakaasar lang. tapos nung tinanong ko yung nanay ko ang sabi niya may dala daw malaking buto yung aso pag-uwi nia nung isang araw. kinakain daw nia. eh nakita pala nilang may dalang buto yung aso eh bat di pa nila inalis, alam naman nilang bawal yun sa mga tuta. tapos sasabihin nilang kasalanan ko dahil pinaliguan ko sa ulan. anong sense nun naghuhugas kamay sila? naghahanap ng pagpapasahan ng sisi? bakit ako na lng yung palaging nasisisi? wala akong ginagawang masama, bat ako nlang palagi?

kung hindi lng kayo ang nagpapaaral sa akin matagal na siguro akong umalis sa bahay na ito.

Do I need to pay homage to the deities?

Do I need to follow and obey their every desire?

As far as I recall, I was born with such freedom,

And no one shall reclaim such birth right!

Thou art presumes thy prowess got a strong hold.

Yet why do thee crumble with no response!

Why do thee use oppression to tame the wild?

Could it be that thy fear becomes gruesome?

Open thy eyes, thee mystically blind,

For thee to see the reality, you've been denying.

I'm no slave for thee, and never will I be!

So put thy dreams to the seclusion!

Hell, I'd made the wrong choice,

Of keeping my true identity to hold.

Hence, thee manipulated me,

With every opportunity thy grasp.

Now I had enough, and my patience grew thinner.

I'd better stand and speak for my rights,

Rather than harnessing me as one of thy slaves,

Torn out of the freedom one should enjoy.

Huh, but who are you anyway?

Do you think you're one of those few who should be respected?

Who are you then to accuse me?

As far as I recall I had no debt to pay!

tag-ulan

kanina nung umulan para akong isang bata na bigla na lang lumabas ng bahay, at dali-dali kong hinila ung aso namin. kc ang sabi ko pag-umulan paliliguan ko cia. so un pinaliguan ko cia, pero di ko naman akalain na magpupumiglas yung aso at mababasa din ako ng ulan. kaya ayon nakiligo na rin ako sa ulan. ang sarap pala ng feeling, na bumalik sa pagkabata walang problema na iniisip. ang sarap sa pakiramdam na kahit papaano nakalimutan ko ung mga problema na naiisip ko...

sana tuwing umuulan ganito nalang palagi, dalhin ng langit ang lahat ng problema ko at sumabay na makiiyak sa mga iyon.

Jackie

Just finished watching the telecast of "Playing it straight", wherein Jackie, a midwestern girl would choose a guy from the large pool of gorgeous-looking men both straight and gay. The game proper is this: She would choose only one and at stake is the 1 million dollars. The rules are simple: if a straight guy is the last man standing, the couple splits the money. However, if a gay guy fools his way to the finish line, he leaves $1 million richer, and Jackie empty-handed. And to think this was far more difficult since these gays were not the stereotypical types one would see, but more of a metrosexual men. Gosh, see how they did it!

However in the finale, there were only 3 left (Chris, Banks, & Sharif) at the "sizzling saddle". No body knew who's who except from themselves. And poor Jackie should make a decision on who to choose. A tough decision, since she's emotional attached to them. But she did a choice and chose "Banks" the one who had his arms broken in "bunong braso", which is of course a straight male. Within the 3 finalist, there was only 1 gay included which was chris.

on learning

I never learned. Yes, I never learned.

For damn long years, I would end this way,

empty-handed, nothing at my grasp,

like a fragile bottle with only air inside.

I like to weep but my eyes are dry.

I like to shout but my voice don't resound.

I like to sprint but my feet are calloused.

I like to go peacefully but I'm always restrained.

Alone...

I feel lost,

no where to run,

and no where to go

I feel all alone

struggling for my survival

in a tranquil world

static, narcissistic

my soul's tired

and I long wish to retire

to end this tumult

I feel inside

and surrender

to the fading night

never to wake again.

Apathy, is what I see

everytime light butt-in

and all I feel is being alone

just me alone

grappling for my existence

until the night comfort my dying soul.

Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a
variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)
As a person, you think life is just plain
painful, horrible and everything else you don't
like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean,
why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed
and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather
montone. You feel there is no reason to really
be here and feel helpless.


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My Final Say...

Lost with the trickling hourglass like an unseeing man

grappling to nowhere in the midst of everything,

wandering about but in no particular direction.

Curse the fate that caused this prolonged misery!

This may be the end; an ode to my final fight

against this deviant emotion and truthful reality.

Bless my decision o Lord! Bade me your knowledge,

and free me from this lies I had believed for a long time

Set my spirit free in the wilderness above.

No more harness, and no more pretensions

just truth and light-headedness that I wish I had

if not for these brandished words...

I Hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Darn... the fuck... someone's accessing my friendster account... to think i had just logged to it early this morning... and now when i checked it again... i sent a friend request to an organization GCcians FULL - a school located in NEUVA ECIJA!!!!! I hate it... darn... darn HER. to all those classmates of mine in BOTANY, you know who she was... check her account... the fuck... yung gigantic shrek look-a-like!!!

help me!!!

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